Monday was the very last day of the chastity game I've been playing
with Isis: for the past 57 days I've been allowed to play with myself,
but not to cum. It's been interesting ;)
It would really be quite an understatement to say I was eager, willing
and wanting when I got to do a session with Isis yesterday. I knew I was
in for an amazing experience, and wow, was I right! Isis put me into a
good, solid, deeeep trance and started working her magic. She got me so
excited, so unbelievable aroused and so desperately craving - all
amplified tenfold by being denied release for over 8 looong weeks!
It got so freakin intense, and then it all culminated into pure,
heavenly ecstasy :)
Release. Not once, but twice. I'm a lucky boy, indeed :)
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Monday, April 23, 2012
Starting all over again?
56 days into my chastity, with only one day to go, Isis asked if I was
keen to try another experiment. Trusting Isis, and after having her assure
me I would still get to come the next day ;), I said yes.
What happened next showed me just how powerful hypnosis can be.
After having put me into a nice trance state, Isis convinced me that
we had just started our game, that I had cum the day before and was
ready for my first week of chastity. And I truly believed her!!
There was a disconnect between body and mind, though, as it still felt
like I hadn't cum in a while. However, there was no doubt in my mind,
this was the first day of our game!
After waking me up from trance, Isis was curious of how I felt about the
experience. I was surprised, and just a little bit spooked ;)
If Isis hadn't let me know, I would never have suspected anything and
would still be thinking it was Day 1 - now that's food for thought!
keen to try another experiment. Trusting Isis, and after having her assure
me I would still get to come the next day ;), I said yes.
What happened next showed me just how powerful hypnosis can be.
After having put me into a nice trance state, Isis convinced me that
we had just started our game, that I had cum the day before and was
ready for my first week of chastity. And I truly believed her!!
There was a disconnect between body and mind, though, as it still felt
like I hadn't cum in a while. However, there was no doubt in my mind,
this was the first day of our game!
After waking me up from trance, Isis was curious of how I felt about the
experience. I was surprised, and just a little bit spooked ;)
If Isis hadn't let me know, I would never have suspected anything and
would still be thinking it was Day 1 - now that's food for thought!
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
A few days left
It's been almost 8 weeks since my little chastity adventure started. The
details of the deal I made with Isis have been hypnotically hidden from
my conscious - this has been both great fun and a little bit frustrating!
A couple of days ago, something happened. I was being a good boy and
doing a little something to please Isis, when suddenly I could feel the
veil being lifted. Now I know the full deal, what I have to do to
fulfill my part of the bargain and when my sweet torment is gonna end :)
Good news is it's only a few days left! Bad news is... eh... well, there
really isn't any bad news :D
details of the deal I made with Isis have been hypnotically hidden from
my conscious - this has been both great fun and a little bit frustrating!
A couple of days ago, something happened. I was being a good boy and
doing a little something to please Isis, when suddenly I could feel the
veil being lifted. Now I know the full deal, what I have to do to
fulfill my part of the bargain and when my sweet torment is gonna end :)
Good news is it's only a few days left! Bad news is... eh... well, there
really isn't any bad news :D
Friday, April 13, 2012
Getting closer
It's been over six and a half weeks since my little game with Isis started,
and still no release. It's getting close, though. Or at least I think it is ;)
I am thinking about Isis a lot these days, even more than I usually do.
She has become the focus for all my sexual energy, and as my needs, wants
and desires just keep on growing stronger, so does my commitment to her.
I love how she cares for me, and I consider myself very lucky to be her
good boy. There is so much pleasure in pleasing Isis :)
I am thinking about Isis a lot these days, even more than I usually do.
She has become the focus for all my sexual energy, and as my needs, wants
and desires just keep on growing stronger, so does my commitment to her.
I love how she cares for me, and I consider myself very lucky to be her
good boy. There is so much pleasure in pleasing Isis :)
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Still no release
In my last blog entry, I wrote about the game I was playing with Isis.
The game hasn't ended, far from it. It's been 5 1/2 weeks now, and she
still hasn't allowed me to cum. Terrible, isn't it?
The game has changed somewhat, though. As usual, my conscious self
doesn't really get to know the exact details, but it seems clear that
it's really up to me when the game will end. I do have a feeling it's
gonna cost me, cost me a quite lot, actually. Blood, sweet and tears.
Well, maybe not that. But it's gonna translate into quite a bit of extra
work for my part.
I must add, though, that this isn't something that Isis has forced upon
me, far from it. I've walked into this MOST willingly, and while
pleasing Isis is its own reward, it gets even more amazing when pleasing
Isis is so tied with... uh, y'know... pleasing oneself;)
This game certainly has a rougher edge to it than what I am used too. I
am pretty sure that holds true for Isis as well. This experience has
been a fun (albeit a little frustrating ;)) way of exploring the
dynamics in the way in which we relate and play. I guess the key element
is that of trust: I trust that Isis will never let me do anything that
is bad for me, and Isis trusts me to tell her if things aren't good.
The game hasn't ended, far from it. It's been 5 1/2 weeks now, and she
still hasn't allowed me to cum. Terrible, isn't it?
The game has changed somewhat, though. As usual, my conscious self
doesn't really get to know the exact details, but it seems clear that
it's really up to me when the game will end. I do have a feeling it's
gonna cost me, cost me a quite lot, actually. Blood, sweet and tears.
Well, maybe not that. But it's gonna translate into quite a bit of extra
work for my part.
I must add, though, that this isn't something that Isis has forced upon
me, far from it. I've walked into this MOST willingly, and while
pleasing Isis is its own reward, it gets even more amazing when pleasing
Isis is so tied with... uh, y'know... pleasing oneself;)
This game certainly has a rougher edge to it than what I am used too. I
am pretty sure that holds true for Isis as well. This experience has
been a fun (albeit a little frustrating ;)) way of exploring the
dynamics in the way in which we relate and play. I guess the key element
is that of trust: I trust that Isis will never let me do anything that
is bad for me, and Isis trusts me to tell her if things aren't good.
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